Are you there yet? Have you been there? Are you still there? Because I want you to know that I'm almost there. If you're about to leave or you already left, will you at least let me hope that you'll just trace your way back, and maybe, just maybe, we'll meet half way for me to change your mind.

 

rankinqs:

Okay, so I know many of you are thinking “Just doing this for the reblogs” well, No.
I set myself a little goal there because I truly think I can reach that, and seeing my mum stop smoking will be the best thing ever, I hate the fact she’s taking seconds away from her life because she’s inhaling all this poison.
After losing a few family members, I can’t lose my mum.
She actually has agreed that she will stop if I get 5000+ reblogs, so please, please, no matter what blog you are, can you please reblog this? The happiness you will create if you do so will be millions, this means so much to me, She will be healthier and I will make her happy that she has stopped, It will be sort of life changing, so please, I beg you.

rankinqs:

Okay, so I know many of you are thinking “Just doing this for the reblogs” well, No.

I set myself a little goal there because I truly think I can reach that, and seeing my mum stop smoking will be the best thing ever, I hate the fact she’s taking seconds away from her life because she’s inhaling all this poison.

After losing a few family members, I can’t lose my mum.

She actually has agreed that she will stop if I get 5000+ reblogs, so please, please, no matter what blog you are, can you please reblog this? The happiness you will create if you do so will be millions, this means so much to me, She will be healthier and I will make her happy that she has stopped, It will be sort of life changing, so please, I beg you.

At some point you just have to let go of what you thought should happen and live in what is happening.

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Setting Sail

I haven’t been using this blog site for a very long while now. I’ve been posting in my secondary blog. I have a lot of new blogs there. I learned just now that you cannot change your primary blog and choose from your secondary ones. errr. but since I got I think 40+ blogs there. I just can’t delete it. And I’ve decided to keep it to be the updated one.

Anonymous asked
You are a very strong person. But such strength can only hold so much. You are tired because of the weight you had to carry. Rest now and feel renewed. Sleep well and dream. love, spoonfulsofconfidence

Thank you very much. May I know if I know you personally?

The rain fell when I was on my way to you.

All I had for you.

Respect.
It exerted no effort. There’s this authority that exudes from you even when you don’t say a thing.

Admiration.
It swiftly took me over when you talked about the God I love.

Trust.
It slowly but surely won me when you efficiently did the things asked of you and beyond.

Care.
It did not do anything, it came naturally by just knowing you.

Dependence.
It won me when you’ve always been there when I needed you, and even brought along Comfort and Security with you.

Love.
It fought so hard and it succeeded. It conquered me.

You’ve wasted it all.

Because I cried.
Because I’m angry.
Because I felt used.
Because I knew I am not respected.
Because I’m disappointed.
Because I’ve learned to hate you.

I feel empty. But I’m okay.

Fortunately, I stopped expecting anything from you for a very long time already.
Fortunately, I’ve tried so hard not to love you.
Fortunately, I give more value to what I’m thinking than what I’m feeling.
Fortunately, I recognized soon enough the signs of endings.
Fortunately, I ceased waiting for you.
Fortunately, I’m learning to let go and wait on Him.
Fortunately, I am strong because my strength is coming from God.

Soon.

"Okay" won’t be enough to describe how I am.
Sorrows will die of drowning in my tears.
Love will have a new name.
I will be more than happy.

This I’m sure of. This I promise.

Sometimes the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain.

Alice In Wonderland

How Far Can I Go?

You’ve been warm, you’ve been cold

I’ve been in high, I’ve been in down low

You’re coming, you’re going

I’m running, I’m hiding

You let go of the oar from time to time

I want to go on until the end

The boat is sinking

The boat is still floating

If it goes down

If it stays

Where do I go?

From here…

Where do i go?