Are you there yet? Have you been there? Are you still there? Because I want you to know that I'm almost there. If you're about to leave or you already left, will you at least let me hope that you'll just trace your way back, and maybe, just maybe, we'll meet half way for me to change your mind.

 

Setting Sail

I haven’t been using this blog site for a very long while now. I’ve been posting in my secondary blog. I have a lot of new blogs there. I learned just now that you cannot change your primary blog and choose from your secondary ones. errr. but since I got I think 40+ blogs there. I just can’t delete it. And I’ve decided to keep it to be the updated one.

Anonymous asked
You are a very strong person. But such strength can only hold so much. You are tired because of the weight you had to carry. Rest now and feel renewed. Sleep well and dream. love, spoonfulsofconfidence

Thank you very much. May I know if I know you personally?

The rain fell when I was on my way to you.

All I had for you.

Respect.
It exerted no effort. There’s this authority that exudes from you even when you don’t say a thing.

Admiration.
It swiftly took me over when you talked about the God I love.

Trust.
It slowly but surely won me when you efficiently did the things asked of you and beyond.

Care.
It did not do anything, it came naturally by just knowing you.

Dependence.
It won me when you’ve always been there when I needed you, and even brought along Comfort and Security with you.

Love.
It fought so hard and it succeeded. It conquered me.

You’ve wasted it all.

Because I cried.
Because I’m angry.
Because I felt used.
Because I knew I am not respected.
Because I’m disappointed.
Because I’ve learned to hate you.

I feel empty. But I’m okay.

Fortunately, I stopped expecting anything from you for a very long time already.
Fortunately, I’ve tried so hard not to love you.
Fortunately, I give more value to what I’m thinking than what I’m feeling.
Fortunately, I recognized soon enough the signs of endings.
Fortunately, I ceased waiting for you.
Fortunately, I’m learning to let go and wait on Him.
Fortunately, I am strong because my strength is coming from God.

Soon.

“Okay” won’t be enough to describe how I am.
Sorrows will die of drowning in my tears.
Love will have a new name.
I will be more than happy.

This I’m sure of. This I promise.

Sometimes the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain.

Alice In Wonderland

How Far Can I Go?

You’ve been warm, you’ve been cold

I’ve been in high, I’ve been in down low

You’re coming, you’re going

I’m running, I’m hiding

You let go of the oar from time to time

I want to go on until the end

The boat is sinking

The boat is still floating

If it goes down

If it stays

Where do I go?

From here…

Where do i go?

The Words, I Love You

On their way to you

There came the wind

They were blown so far

I lost them

I don’t know where

To find them isn’t easy

I couldn’t catch them

I am hoping

Someday they’ll come to you

Or that you’ll see them

And realize that 

For a very long time already

They are on their way to you

He took the vorpal pelowob, he shulewor and it rathed snicker-snack! What could’ve been a frabjous day went all mimsy, and she went frumiously outgrabe.

#storytellingjabberwockystyyyle :))

The Frog Swallowed It

The Cat is a dimwit.

Curiosity keeps killing the Cat because curiosity hates dimwits like the dimwit Cat.

But because the Cat loves being loved, she doesn’t want curiosity to hate her anymore. So, she decided to look for wisdom, and she doesn’t have a clue where to find it.

She first went to Father Cat, but Father Cat was busy keeping his doll warm.

She decided to go to her kitten then, but she changed her mind halfway and went a different direction.

She met Pig on her way, and asked her where she could find wisdom, but the Pig just laughed at her like there’s no tomorrow.

And so she left Pig and continued walking in random directions.

She met Daddy Penguin next, but Daddy Penguin didn’t notice her because he was busy looking and waiting for Mommy Penguin to come around.

And so she left Daddy Penguin and continued walking in random directions.

She met Angry Bird next, but since Angry Bird is angry, she ended up consoling Angry Bird.

She left Angry Bird in time to see the Blue Star passing by in the night sky, and so she asked the Blue Star how she could find wisdom. The blue star giggled and told her,

“Only you can tell yourself where to find it.”

And the Blue Star continued giggling.

Since the Dimwit Cat is a dimwit cat, she didn’t get what the Blue Star meant. The Cat waited until the Blue Star left, and she continued walking in random directions.

It was dawn and it was still a little too dark…

“Aaaaaaah!”

The Cat stumbled upon the Onion. The Cat was startled.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I haven’t seen you. I am looking for wisdom, do you know where to find it?”

The Onion stared at the Cat for a very long time.

“The Frog swallowed it.”

The Onion finally said.

“Um. Excuse me. What did you say again?”

Said the Cat. She can’t believe that she heard the Onion right.

“The Frog swallowed it.”