Are you there yet? Have you been there? Are you still there? Because I want you to know that I'm almost there. If you're about to leave or you already left, will you at least let me hope that you'll just trace your way back, and maybe, just maybe, we'll meet half way for me to change your mind.
Thank you very much. May I know if I know you personally?
All I had for you.
It exerted no effort. There’s this authority that exudes from you even when you don’t say a thing.
It swiftly took me over when you talked about the God I love.
It slowly but surely won me when you efficiently did the things asked of you and beyond.
It did not do anything, it came naturally by just knowing you.
It won me when you’ve always been there when I needed you, and even brought along Comfort and Security with you.
It fought so hard and it succeeded. It conquered me.
You’ve wasted it all.
Because I cried.
Because I’m angry.
Because I felt used.
Because I knew I am not respected.
Because I’m disappointed.
Because I’ve learned to hate you.
I feel empty. But I’m okay.
Fortunately, I stopped expecting anything from you for a very long time already.
Fortunately, I’ve tried so hard not to love you.
Fortunately, I give more value to what I’m thinking than what I’m feeling.
Fortunately, I recognized soon enough the signs of endings.
Fortunately, I ceased waiting for you.
Fortunately, I’m learning to let go and wait on Him.
Fortunately, I am strong because my strength is coming from God.
“Okay” won’t be enough to describe how I am.
Sorrows will die of drowning in my tears.
Love will have a new name.
I will be more than happy.
This I’m sure of. This I promise.
Alice In Wonderland
You’ve been warm, you’ve been cold
I’ve been in high, I’ve been in down low
You’re coming, you’re going
I’m running, I’m hiding
You let go of the oar from time to time
I want to go on until the end
The boat is sinking
The boat is still floating
If it goes down
If it stays
Where do I go?
Where do i go?
On their way to you
There came the wind
They were blown so far
I lost them
I don’t know where
To find them isn’t easy
I couldn’t catch them
I am hoping
Someday they’ll come to you
Or that you’ll see them
And realize that
For a very long time already
They are on their way to you
The Cat is a dimwit.
Curiosity keeps killing the Cat because curiosity hates dimwits like the dimwit Cat.
But because the Cat loves being loved, she doesn’t want curiosity to hate her anymore. So, she decided to look for wisdom, and she doesn’t have a clue where to find it.
She first went to Father Cat, but Father Cat was busy keeping his doll warm.
She decided to go to her kitten then, but she changed her mind halfway and went a different direction.
She met Pig on her way, and asked her where she could find wisdom, but the Pig just laughed at her like there’s no tomorrow.
And so she left Pig and continued walking in random directions.
She met Daddy Penguin next, but Daddy Penguin didn’t notice her because he was busy looking and waiting for Mommy Penguin to come around.
And so she left Daddy Penguin and continued walking in random directions.
She met Angry Bird next, but since Angry Bird is angry, she ended up consoling Angry Bird.
She left Angry Bird in time to see the Blue Star passing by in the night sky, and so she asked the Blue Star how she could find wisdom. The blue star giggled and told her,
“Only you can tell yourself where to find it.”
And the Blue Star continued giggling.
Since the Dimwit Cat is a dimwit cat, she didn’t get what the Blue Star meant. The Cat waited until the Blue Star left, and she continued walking in random directions.
It was dawn and it was still a little too dark…
The Cat stumbled upon the Onion. The Cat was startled.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I haven’t seen you. I am looking for wisdom, do you know where to find it?”
The Onion stared at the Cat for a very long time.
“The Frog swallowed it.”
The Onion finally said.
“Um. Excuse me. What did you say again?”
Said the Cat. She can’t believe that she heard the Onion right.
“The Frog swallowed it.”